So the year has come to an end... I must say, as much as I didn't love 2009, I didn't exactly hate it either. I've been meet a lot of great people and with school almost coming to an end as well, my life just feels like it's about to settle. The most significant thing so far was probably ending my three year relationship that was going absolutely nowhere. I'm happy. I just wish it happened sooner. People ask how I could turn from being ridiculously crazy about him to not caring whatsoever in such a short period of time. It isn't easy but I've wanted it for a while, and I had great friends to support me. I think I always held onto him because I didn't want to be alone. It was as if I had forgotten what it was like to be single, instead of a part of a pair. I should've known that I would be plenty fine without him. In fact, I feel more complete alone, than I ever felt while I was with him. I don't think I was myself before, but now I can be, and that feeling made all the difference for me.
Changes in the New Year!
1. Be more proactive. I have soo many little projects that I wanted to do but never really got to.
2. Save more money! Like maybe another 10gs. I tried last year and fell short. :(
3. Be healthier, inside and out. My mind needs some purging of all my negative thinking.
I may not be able to keep them, but it's fun to think of things you want to change in your daily life. I'll think of some more but those are the things that come to mind so far. Any suggestions? What are your resolutions this year?
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aww its okai hun we shall work thro as many of those as we can together :D
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